So, frankly i'm not even sure why I'm writing this. But I almost feel like I have to. I've skipped out the whole year. Literally. My first 2008 entry was at the beginning of this year so it's probably right to have a journal entry at the end of this year.

Where did I leave off of. Oh yes, I finally have my license. It's not a hard copy yet, but it's the provisional license that I get to hold until the courts send me to retrieve my actual hard copy. Finally, that little segment of my life is over with. Now I can shut up about it.

I'm not too interested in discussing my love life to the fullest details rather because at this point i'm not sure what I should do. Moreorless, around last year...I actually think I wrote about it. Possibly. I met this girl at a Halloween party. Her name is Aurora Harris. At first glance, nobody could see anything there. Of course, I became attracted to her and I suppose as the months grew by, I grew on her. Around March of this year, March 3rd, we decided we wanted to date. We lasted until August, and then there were complications.

However with this particular being, I felt something I had not felt since December 17th of 2006. In case even the one person I think should remember that date, doesn't, that is the day I met Jessie. Sounds like I should go for it right? Well, this is the problem. I can't. That's right, I can't. It's become clear to me that, although she still loves me, she doesn't love me enough to date me again unless I live with her in her house. Which, being the idiot I am, I could wait for that. However, it is slightly irritating and I just want to go off and find something else.

Anyway, that is the mess that I have gotten into. Note, that's what I call, a brief description of that particular subject. Moreorless, now, i'm just going to finish up school, and try to figure out what to do from there. I can smell my 18th birthday around the corner. It's coming up so fast. I can hardly wait. Yet, I can. I have my mixed feelings.